I've recently realized that I want to be asked out. Really I would like that. I've been doing a lot of asking out these past years. Approaching people, dealing with rejection. Often succeeding. I would say that I have a good success rate actually. Thinking about all the men I've dated and all the people I've meet.
I go up to a guy, ask their name. I learned that skill a long time ago. Then well if they don't want to talk to me. Whatever. I'll never really see them again. New York City is one big city, I mean, I've dated my way through it and other then the Sunday pick up fest at Hiro, Park and APT, there isn't much crossover, hence the reason I don't go there on Sunday. Not wanting to meet my ex's or last weeks trick. Yes I'm not proud. Still.
Often I pass over more men then they pass me. I guess that's one of the downfalls of not getting to know people. Yet I've went through my actor/model/dancer dating phase so I'd like to think that I've grown up and am ready for that. Yet I want to be asked out. It's a small price isn't it. I mean to be approached. To feel wanted.
Lots of time I feel like I do all the wanting and desiring, that most men hide it so well. All they do is slightly stare when I look away, they play the eye game until I approach and ask their name. So that's my goal for next week. To get asked out.
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